I had always felt different to others & not just in a spiritual sense. (I had my first past life experience at around 10yrs old & many experiences with Spirit very young ~ so yes there is that). As a child I knew I was different for my understanding of patterning & people politics. Different in the way I was able to see how ego’s were playing out. Different in knowing there was something bigger than our small lives at play.

But these were just glimpses of understandings that came & went & things I had no words or labels for. I was too young to understand what I was experiencing & I didn’t have spiritually aware parents (which is a lesson & gift in itself).

By the time I had tried to traverse teenage years I ended up in my first DV relationship at just 17. Coercive control, emotional manipulation, using pets as pawns, threats & everything in between. My self esteem was at an all time low ~ not because of him ~ he was simply a reflection of my internal world, showing up in my eternal world. 4 years I spent believing I was wrong & trying to fix myself.

Around this time, I had started being interested in Oracle Cards, Crystals & Astrology. Not in a serious way. In a “please god give me something to remind me of the magic of the universe & bring me a solution” kind of a way. It was something to hold onto. It was faith & hope in amongst the bad & it was my lifeline.

My next 4 year relationship offered me a lesson in taking my self-esteem even lower. Another DV relationship & it was serious, deadly, physical & tormenting. It was stress on my nervous system to the extreme. I was barely in survival mode & I really don’t know how I made it through. Throw in a mix of drugs & alcohol use & it was a catalyst for serious harm to my psyche. I can feel my energy even now reacting to it, just recounting the story & it is a part of the reason I don’t speak too much about it ~ but for this I feel this is important.

It’s important for you to know starting an Intuitive journey can be highly personal & also extremely confronting, especially understanding the role you’ve played, in how your life is.

Know that I have been to the depths of my own shadows & the lowest of the energies of my Soul & can walk beside you with compassion & without judgement, having already met myself there.

I still secretly held all of my beliefs about Spirit, Manifesting, Angels & Signs but it was unsafe to speak or share them. So they waited until it was time. Until I was ready. Until I was safe. The signs I did receive were loud, obvious & too important to ignore. It was one of these signs, that instigated my move to Darwin.

Please know, your Spirit Team are with you, no matter where you are at on your journey. Waiting. Patiently. Without judgement. For you to return to your inner wisdom.

Originally living in Perth & in the south west of WA, when I left & arrived in Darwin not knowing a soul, I had a freedom I had never known. A way to re-invent myself & take time for my hobbies & interests like I didn’t before. I started reading self-help books (Louise L Hay - You Can Heal Your Life) and diving head first into crystal’s & manifesting. I was able to find a Reiki teacher & completed my Level 2 & was heavily into courses that opened up how sub-conscious beliefs created your life. I did some foundational sessions in a Spiritual circle that included an experience of reading for other members. I remember being told how on point the messages were & not really believing they were directly coming from my Spirit Team so would OBVIOUSLY be correct. I allowed by self-doubt & ego to get in the way, & told myself they were just being “nice”. There just wasn’t enough of these courses & people available to us Territorians to continue learning the ropes of Psychic or Mediumship skills.

The next 20+ years in Darwin, was a mixture of finding my feet, ticking societies boxes (career, husband, house, land, pets etc) that it wasn’t until I had achieved everything that “should’ve” made me happy ~ I started to wonder again. WTF is life all about. Why are we here. What is our purpose. Going to work everyday, and coming home can’t possibly be ALL there is. And if this is meant to be it - Why the fuck aren’t I happy & satisfied? Why am I still searching? Why am I still restless?

Up until this point ~ I believed once I had all the things, then I could put my past to bed. I could move on. I could say - that was the reason I was unhappy (DV/drugs/alcohol etc), and now this is the reason I am happy, but it didn’t end up like that. Now I was angry at still not knowing how to be happy.

Cue my Intuitive Channel. All this time, as I started to feel more & more safe, my psychic senses were coming online in a huge way. Guessing people were pregnant. Knowing the sex of the baby. Having visits from people who had passed away. Hearing messages & information for their family members.

One message from my friends young step-daughter, on the day of her funeral, had me searching in Google for a Psychic & Mediumship foundational course that day. I knew this was something I wanted to continue to share to offer healing of hearts.

Unfortunately it was only online. So that was were it started. 3 years of serious study & a direction that had my gut, intuition & inner knowing SINGING!

I now have a business that supports people from all over the world for Readings, Mediumship & Past Life Healings. I remind them of the highest versions of themselves, when they are unable to see it. To share the information & guidance your Spirit Team want you have, & it’s been fulfilling in the most humbling way.

My realisation of who I have become as a side effect of understanding my Intuition ~ Is what gives me the momentum to share the wisdom of how you can do this too.

The understanding that while there are so many young girls & woman who aren’t able to decipher the difference between others (society/partner/family) expectations & what truly makes them happy, makes me sad. That we aren’t encouraged & shown how to refer to our own internal information system makes me fucking mad. By bringing your power back to yourself, by owning how you are in the world & by focusing on what your happiness is to you ~ is the only way I can empower you, to make the choices that are right for you. My hope is that every woman is given the opportunity to tune into her own wisdom, so she can keep herself safe, satisfied & advocating for herself & her needs.

Because no one ~ NO ONE ~ knows yourself, like you do